What does Melinda remember about the summer party?

Melinda clearly remembers much of the party, though she tries very hard to forget. Unfortunately, first and foremost, she remembers the rape.

I have worked so hard to forget every second of that stupid party, and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had
to do. I can't tell them what really happened. I can't even look at that part myself. An animal noise rustles in my stomach.