Farewell to Manzanar
How does Jeanne define the “unnamed ache” she has been living with at Manzanar all of these years? pg.130
chpt 16
chpt 16
The unnamed ache was the feeling and understanding of hatred.
Somehow I didn’t quite believe that, or didn’t want to believe such things could happen to us. It was the humiliation. That continuous, unnamed ache I had been living with was precise and definable now. Call it the foretaste of being hated. I knew ahead of time that if someone looked at me with hate, I would have to allow it, to swallow it, because something in me, something about me deserved it. At ten I saw that coming, like a judge’s sentence, and I would have stayed inside the camp forever rather than step outside and face such a moment.Houston, Jeanne Wakatsuki; Houston, James D.. Farewell to Manzanar (p. 130). Houghton Mifflin Harcourt. Kindle Edition.